I still check their social media every single day. It's been three years since we broke up, but I can't stop. I know it's unhealthy. I know I should move on. But every time I see their smile in a photo, my heart breaks all over again. I pretend to my friends that I'm over it. I pretend to my family that I've moved on. But the truth is, I haven't. I don't know if I ever will. They were my first real love, and losing them felt like losing a part of myself. I've tried dating others, but no one compares. No one laughs like them. No one understands me like them. I'm scared I'll spend the rest of my life comparing everyone to a ghost.